So, during my spring cleaning all day today, I was repeatedly finding things that I had written.....Lots of the ideas still relevant today! The one thing that I found though that struck me to my core was several little pages of me freestyling on a hotel resorts notepad in Negril, Jamaica, while I was on the beach.......I felt so compelled in my spirit to share this with all of the women whose shoes I was once standing in..... "To See Or Not To See" Summer 2010 Sand acting as a natural exfoliant and taking away all the old dead cells as it removes also the old from my life bringing in the new. I asked myself this Question: Which weigh heavier? Watching lovers and having no lover OR Watching lovers and missing your lover? Cathartic experience embodying the purging of one's old life for one's new life. Grown up indeed, in experience more than anything but having a more mature app